In an empty room
In an empty house
In the empty head
That I call my home
With a soul too full
To fill A fire
Warms too hot
In touching I’ll burn my hands upon it
I back away
But the room, it is icy,
A cool chill on my thoughts
Icicles hang
Clear and frozen droplets of thought
In suspended animation
Unmarred prisms
That I can’t touch
Fire and Ice
Twin banes of my soul
If ever the ‘tween shall meet, a flood
And I shall drown, carried away by the frothy tide
Though in keeping this balance
A stagnation
Caught between burning and freezing, I learn
Nothing as days slip past this glassine window
A red dawn to a purple night
With blackness and sunlight between
Each turning of the sun as the one before
Every fear in my heart, just a point of light
In that inky sky
I look from that window
As the stars fade to darkness
And I beg for the changing
That I most fear
That I may survive it
Though too scared to cause it
To shatter this window
And drink through the fine cracks
The free air again
So long I’ve been trapped here
Forgotten the way out
Forgotten the outside
Forgotten the spring
The buds on the tree-branch
The song that the birds sing
The light through the rainbow
That spring rains may bring
I long for that light now
In this glowy darkness
A place that I could leave
If I recalled how
But the dark it’s not lasting
And the daylight will shine soon
To slice through the shadows;
The things I most fear
Yet here in pre-dawn
The just-bluish blackness
It’s hard to believe that,
That daylight will come
I wish for your hand now
To shatter this darkness
Seems when I most need you
You’re not to be found
I must make a choice now
To go or to stay lost
As my boot hits the fire
I start to pray
I wish you were here now
As the room fills with steam now
The icicles melting
The sound of the drips
They shatter the silence
And boom through the cavern
As the room fills with water
I’ll learn to swim now
But change is worth drowning
If I find I cannot
I’ll face the darkness
The deepening water
The fire that freezes
The heat and the smoke
I’d tell you I fear not
But that’d make me a liar
I’m scared for myself now
And all that I know
But still I’ll move foreward
And hope for the dawning
The unseen horizon
Of all that’s to come
Nothing is sure now
With the wind and the water
The glass and the darkness
But still I can hope
A test of my own strength
My muscles burning
And quickly exhausted
As I struggle to float
But that hope I will cling to
The rope when I tire
To keep me grounded
And drown out the fear
A nightlight
That is all
To ward away monsters
The things that will jump out
From under the bed
Now the dawn, it is breaking
That swift, silent morning
And shows me I still live
Through that hellish night
I rise to my feet now
That water receeded
A stairway has opened
From this hellish room
I step through the door way
Down one of the old steps
Of moldy green planking
To me it is gold
There’s sun at the bottom
I pause to look back up
Then step through the doorway
And into the light